new year's coming

Maman was ill these days, anyway luckily things are getting better gradually. No other time better than being ill in bed makes you feel deeper the importance of a strong body. Many of those apparently valued things are actually those written in water stuff, you have to admit that they all have replacers even if sometimes we refuse to say that, but your love family, lose one time means lose forever. And the worst thing is, we tend to learn that only when things are not able to be changed. Whatever, do what we think are right, and make less regret as possible.

New year's coming, it is the new calendar actually makes more sence that a totally new year is near at hand, always thinking much of the time making new year's resolution, though i see fairly how those beautiful plans will be ruined by any 'good reasons' coming up from time to time. It's still a hot topic everywhere, who knows... to call a spade a spade, i veritably want to learn sth steadfastly, like french(i almost drop it back it to dear Remy, Renald, Xavier......), i want to go skating everyday, it was once my dram to spinning on the ice as the whole world is dancing for me ( i even couldn't remember the days my litter shoulder took the heavy skates shuttling through the busy city just for 1 or 2 hours' staying with the rink..... too far away a thing....)

i still want to be a professional dancer, i partly made this dream come true in the past four years. but as the separate with the wonderful dance group, i lay it aside :(, wukong once said the sovereign soul for a dancer is ' no dance', just let the spirit dance.... me, now, partly the best dancer in this way..... crying.....

anyway, life is going on, dance/ as though / no one is watching you. sing/ as though / no one can hear you. love / as though / you have never been hurt before / live / as though / heaven si on earth....