new year's coming

Maman was ill these days, anyway luckily things are getting better gradually. No other time better than being ill in bed makes you feel deeper the importance of a strong body. Many of those apparently valued things are actually those written in water stuff, you have to admit that they all have replacers even if sometimes we refuse to say that, but your love family, lose one time means lose forever. And the worst thing is, we tend to learn that only when things are not able to be changed. Whatever, do what we think are right, and make less regret as possible.

New year's coming, it is the new calendar actually makes more sence that a totally new year is near at hand, always thinking much of the time making new year's resolution, though i see fairly how those beautiful plans will be ruined by any 'good reasons' coming up from time to time. It's still a hot topic everywhere, who knows... to call a spade a spade, i veritably want to learn sth steadfastly, like french(i almost drop it back it to dear Remy, Renald, Xavier......), i want to go skating everyday, it was once my dram to spinning on the ice as the whole world is dancing for me ( i even couldn't remember the days my litter shoulder took the heavy skates shuttling through the busy city just for 1 or 2 hours' staying with the rink..... too far away a thing....)

i still want to be a professional dancer, i partly made this dream come true in the past four years. but as the separate with the wonderful dance group, i lay it aside :(, wukong once said the sovereign soul for a dancer is ' no dance', just let the spirit dance.... me, now, partly the best dancer in this way..... crying.....

anyway, life is going on, dance/ as though / no one is watching you. sing/ as though / no one can hear you. love / as though / you have never been hurt before / live / as though / heaven si on earth....

before the Xmas coming

Everybody is heading for the coming Xmas...have no idea what it would be like in the pure devout family but in my place, voracious for piles of presents might be on the top of the list:P

Xmas has gradually changed its original taste esp. in my country as well, people squeezed into the ablare shopping mall, crazy moving stuff back home as they're for free! (actually most of them are bought on the spur of the moment). anyway it's still high to do something special esp.those you're not brave enough to do in other time lol~~ actually stay with family will never be a wrong choice, bright living room with presents wrapped with shiny paper.. a big palm tree and delicious meal and lovely family members coming back home from all over the world ( maybe someone will step into the house giving all a last-minute surprise :P) it should be joyful but quiet in everybody's deep heart.

In my place, my Xmas day is still up in the air.... not even a day without expectation of a wonderful miracle, but life is going on day after day.. those should happen really happen, and something might be doomed in your imagination.

so wherever you go , there you are...

have a nice evening....

you thieves!!!

Loads of third-hand emerged by the end of the year.. Followed by my miserable experience as being stolen, dengzi, my roommate, 'donated' her cellphone again near a bus distributing center not far away from my school:( She served herself right as she undrew the chain of her handbag, didn't that equal to say' hay,you guys, here are my wallet, my cellphone, my....., pick as you like....', no? Absolutely!!! okay, you thieves..... you are strong ,young, you at least have a wholesome brain(as you could think out way to get 'free' things) ,why not do something useful? you really think you could do this ' easy career' lifelong? you really think you won't be arrested one day?? you really think everyone was always as stupid as 'donating' their stuff to you freely??!!!! i could only say it's not high time for you to be punished ,but morning or evening you'll see that day , then let's see what'll happen!!your black ,illainous hands,your dirty soul(if you still have the thing called 'soul'), go to see your maker!! That's your place! no .. the hell, that is your right place!!

Regulations for students in both US and China

Regulations for American Pupils and Middle School Students
1. Always refer to a teacher by title and last name.
2. Get to class a little earlier .
3. Raise your hand when you want to ask a question.
4. You may speak to the teacher from your desk while you are seated.
5. When you are absent, you must make up the work you have missed. Ask either the teacher or a classmate for the work.
6. If you expect to be away from school because of an emergency, tell your teacher in advance and ask for the work you will miss.
7. All assignments you hand in must be your own work.
8. Never cheat on a test.
9. If you are having difficulty with a class, schedule an appointment to see the teacher for help. The teacher will be glad to help you. 10.Students must bring a note for a parent explaining any absence or tardiness.
11.The only acceptable excuse for absence is personal illness, a death in the family, or a religious holiday. It is illegal to stay home from school for any other.
12.When a teacher asks a question and does not .

中国小学生守则　　1、热爱祖国，热爱人民。　　2、遵守法律法规，增强法律意识。遵守校规校纪，遵守社会公德。　　3、热爱科学，努力学习，勤思好问，乐于探究，积极参加社会实践和有益的活动。　　4、珍爱生命，注意安全，锻炼身体，讲究卫生。　　5、自尊自爱，自信自强，生活习惯文明健康。　　6、积极参加劳动，勤俭朴素，自己能做的事自己做。　　7、孝敬父母，尊敬师长，礼貌待人。　　8、热爱集体，团结同学，互相帮助，关心他人。　　9、诚实守信，言行一致，知错就改，有责任心。　　10、热爱大自然，爱护生活环境。

Comparisons can talk themselves, the differences are as plain as the nose on your face. we more tend to cover all the aspects in the kids' daily life but to remember, never bite off more than you can chew. They little quicks are not able to better control themselves, likewise, entitle each basic behaviour principle a 'beautiful' name is totally meaningless....not as good as in U.S, they set the principles every detail demand, easy to reach but all are the key points regulations, those like this make everybody know what i should do, the essential-content guide could actually be the criterion of judging themselves ....leastways, i think in this way..

disgusting boy

(a change-clothes game on my class, all drew by myself, cool.....)

Something troublesome happened in my class again as the continuation of the money-tore-up thing yesterday, but with the exactly same hero!! Yesterday he tore two 10-yuan bill up into pieces( not his money) and denied the fact, i glued the pieces together but what struck me dumb was that when i told all this to his bumpkin 'uncle'( i should say his parents are all well-educated and looked easygoing), the fact was this annoying boy already admitted what he had done,but as this stupid uncle be his frigging backing ,he actually pulled back!!! And pretended to be totally innocent which made me seemed to be a wordy universal aunt!!??i didn't mean to pick bone from the egg but anyway you should be responsible for what you did!! That's the bread-and-butter quality for a man(if i should call him a man , i mean more about his uncle)!

The second thing came out today. After the 10-minute break, a little girl cried while coming back, i got what happened from other kids, this 'man' rushed into the lady's room and pushed the little girl down and ran away!!! Frankly i could see that you kids have no clear idea about what boys/girls mean, but at least you know it 's not your place to go!! And to say the least, you're curious about what inside the lady's room, you rushed in, but who gave you the right to push down others!!?? i always told them it's your great responsibity to protect the girls, that makes you a real man!! ( now i question whether they see what a real man means)

i always behind the view that the son resemble the father, it is way too true!! They kids may not be able to set a clear line between good/bad behaviour, but you adults are!! They copy what you do every moment,every thing,that 's their criterions !! Sometimes these empty-headed parents make you almost wanna give up, that makes no difference beating a dead horse ( i know that's the no-no word for a teacher) but they drove me to say so...

okay~ better not ruin my wonderful Wed. night~~ Wed.nearly means weekend to me as my dense annoying things all gathered in the beginning three days... some other day i will say something about the most disgusting boy i've ever met, but i still have to go out of my way to stay along with him as for my final paper... later talk about it...

tomorrow we go for a newly-found japanese restaurant, sushi..sashimi...whatever, have a nice day~~

what a mass

The bleak winter almost drove me crazy... watery life moves on ceaselessly, i'm always the weird guy who expects something miracle happen one day morning, like my voracious desire for birthday wishes... however, things come out finally as everybody could tell in advance.Urgently need something out of my routine to spur me up to what i actually should do.i am at a loss at where i shouldn't ....

Ran up against an old friend on the way back from the damnable work, listened to the curse of his high-key bumbling boss, honestly she's gone way too far, as my this poor friend had moved heaven and earth to please her, what the heck!!?? She must had the exactly same experience years ago, now it's high time to revenge?? Good luck to him..

My back has been persistently aching for quite a while as it all but pushes me to hang my laptop on the ceiling , so i can work on it with my poor back staying straight. Facing to this tiny screen whole day makes every normal guy sick, let alone me.. well, darkness before the dawn, will it be?

i'm in dire need of a long holiday with fine programming(though i would definitely ruin it out as every year the same), i still look forward to such a quiet period to fine-tune myself....i hate totally the feeling as every body/thing is pushing me to what i 'should' do , telling me 'okay it is your obligation!!' Damn it!! you'd 'better' break your neck to fulfill the popular expectation, all pin the hope on me to do something fabulous??!!! Ridiculous!!!

okay let's call it a day here... don't want a nightmare with loads of work still up in the air....don't wanna disture my rhythmn, nonsense~~

sorry but i really don't feel quite right now...a little bit under the weather, may all you work out well.. have a fresh tomorrow morning...that's it.. bye..